First Thing for Everything

Yesterday it was less cold. Even though the snow is started to fall and streets were full of it. Believed it or not, it was my first heavy snow ever. I went to Concordia early (9 a.m.-it was darker and gloomy) as I need to submit my take home final exam for my PDE. I think I've done the best for this final and I just hope that my grade will turn out good. I really hope so. Despite that I've been carelessly lose quite a mark on my 1st and 2nd assignments. But the teacher told me that she'll be OK with it as long as I showed and proved some understanding of the subject.

I also think that I am finally find the right moved and mood to handle things surround me. For the first time I feel that it is a scary thing to have a discussion with the rest of the student. Sharing thoughts and stuff like that. But that happened just because of I was lack of information and at the same time having this feeling of "these people" knows better than me and these "mat saleh" usually perfect in everything. At the end, all I need is do more homework and work real hard.

Yesterday also, I got my first (influenza) flu vaccine shot. Not that I need it, it is just that prevention can make a lot of different. I got a free shot since I've met one of the criteria (living with a 0-23 months child). Else I need to pay 20 dollar for one shot. The vaccine is meant to prevent ourselves from influenza virus. Not that it can prevent us from being cold because of the winter. hehehe...this wording is stated in the module. We need to read it before getting the shots. After the shot was given, we need to stay for approximately 20 minutes to make sure that we don't have sudden (bad) side effects. If that happened then the nurse will take a counter action. But according to survey there's only 3%-7% of people who have the immediate bad side effect. Lucky me, there's no major side effect occured.

Note: Salam Aidiladha

Pe'el Jiran Tetangga

Setelah dipikir-pikir dan dipeteng-peteng, akhirnya dapat cik salma buat kesimpulan tentang pe'el jiran tetangga. Teramatlah baik hati. Hari ini, sedang kami sekeluarga berehat-rehat menikmati sarapan pagi merangkap makan tengahari, tiba-tiba loceng rumah berbunyi. En. salam kata oh, ini mungkin our landlord, Nana Chen. Mesti macam nak tengok-tengok keadaan rumah yang didiami. Tapi bila dibuka pintu rumah, tiada siapa pun yang menunggu diluar. Kami hanya dapati ade sebiji almari (wardrobe) ditinggalkan. Kerana tidak diketahui siapa yang memberi, en. salam hanya menjerit, 'we thank you' to the open air. Dengan harapan org yang memberi mendengarnya.

Ini bukan kali pertama perkara semacam ini berlaku. Sebelum ni ada disedekahkan meja, barang mainan, kerusi dan segala macam. Kini dirumah cik salma boleh dikatakan cukup sempurna. hehehe...

ada seorang jiran ni, siap menamakan anak cik salma 'my little princess'. Segala macam mainan (yang ain memang tak main pun) diberikan. Termasuk juga pakaian. Ain juga dapat candy pertamanya sempena Holloween Day tempohari. Dia siap berjanji the coming new year eve akan ada lagi barang nak diberi.

Kesimpulannya, penduduk disini ramah tamah dan baik hati dan mulut kami dah naik letih menjawab soalan wajib setiap org "how do you do" bila bertegur sapa. Kami pun dah terikut-ikut dgn soalan wajib ini.

Note: Cumanya bilik cik salma dah nak penuh dengan barang ain yang tak guna. Macam mana la nak dismantle nih...

Language Does Matter

I went to another series of ISM Graduate Seminar yesterday at UDEM (University of Montreal). I have missed twice seminar for this venue as it was a French University. This time, the speaker was my friend, Valerie. Her talked was on how to compute the coherent state for a Poincare (2+1) group which is related to my future research (I believe). I asked Valerie earlier wherether she would prepare her presentation in English or French. She said that she not sure yet, not that if I insist. She kind of preparing a bilingua for the presentation.

At the first place I just want to cancel my present to the seminar. Because I don't want to put her in an awkward way. To just speak in English just because of me alone. But again, there's nothing wrong to have the English version as English is our FIRST language ever. So I decided to go and just see what happened. I sit at the very front of the seminar room. The speaker made an earlier announcement in French that she will present in English since there's one student here who don't understand French. Funny that I actually understand her, since she point me to the rest of the room and I can here she pronounced Anglais (English). That obvious huh...

The presentation went on slow. And question and answer keep on popping up in French, until the end of the session. I asked one of my friend from Greek who speak well French. She told me that it's difficult for a French student here to actually understand the English especially the scientific terminology and others. It takes time for them. This remind me of the same situation happened to us to understand the terms in English when we're learning in our mother tongue Malay.

The way that I saw it, the rest of the student who learn science in French has the same 'level' as if one learn in English. Not even far by an inch. In fact some even better.

Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa

Satu perkara yg cik salma rasa seronok ialah bila secara realitinya dapat mendengar ragam ramai bangsa lain dengan bahasa ibunda masing-masing. Mungkin sebelum ini cik salma terbiasa dengan cerita-cerita korea, jepun dan china kantonis tak lupa juga venezula di tv3, ape tuh..ya telenovela. Sekarang di dalam metro boleh dengar sok-sek beberapa bangsa mexico berborak. Tidak cukup dengan itu, ramai lagi bangsa lain di Montreal ni. Korean, Sepanyol, Mexican, Hungary, Chinese (mandarin), Greece, German, dll. Hari ni di lab cik salma, satu lagi bahasa yang cik salma tak pernah dengar. Bukan French atau Italian, Mungkin Poland agaknya. Mereka bercakap, tapi mulut seakan tertutup. cik salma curi-curi dengar tapi tak dapat sahkan bahasa apa. Rakan lab yang sorang ni selalu sibuk, tak pernah duduk di meja nya lebey dari 15 minit. She's always on the move. Kami biasa tegur gitu-gitu jek berbalas senyuman atau angkat kening masing-masing. To me she's look like a Polish.

Semacam seronok mendengar bangsa lain bertutur. Pada cik salma. mungkin mereka-mereka juga rasa terkesima bila dengar cik salma dan keluarga berbahasa Melayu. keh keh...

Note: Rupanya Julia dari Ukraine, she's going to finish this coming Spring for her PhD...

Math Physics Seminar

We had our very first of Math Physics Seminar of this fall term. The seminar was given by a visitor from Palermo University. His talk was on SUSY, intertwining operators and related vector coherent states. It was a nice feeling that the group who also attend this seminar is quite a number of people. Some were from other universities as well (the group of physics and mathematics).

For the first part of the seminar, I can actually follow the speaker and his content. His talked very clear and slow (I think this is why I found that one of the audience fell asleep) . He touched on the operator of the hamiltonian and stuff like that in quantum mechanics. The idea of susy QM came from when you can find other hamiltonian like H_{2}, H_{3} and so on when you already have your H_{1}. This is what he called the partner of hamiltonian operator. He later relate the idea with the coherent states which is closely related to what my supervisor is working on. And at this point I lost count. hehe...

At the end in the QnA session, the professor who actually fell asleep during the seminar was being the first one to ask. Oh oo...

ISM Graduate Seminar

Hi,

This week, the ISM Graduate Seminar was held at the Concordia. The presenter was from Universite de Montreal. I can assumed that it will be in French (since it was a French university) but looking at the announcement and the abstract, it was written in English. I also thought that it was a female presenter, so it would be nice for the first time to have a presenter from a lady. Then I found out that I was mistakenly took Alexandre as Alexandra. Hehehe...

The topic was interesting about Grounding the Meaning of Words in Dictionaries. No high complicated mathematics needed as he mentioned it, since he was a student of mathematics and linguistic. He used graph theory a lot in his research. Before he started, he was asking if the audience would prefer to listen he's talking in French on English. Without hesitate, I just say I prefer if you can present it in English. (From my last experience, I sit for the whole one hour seminar listening to a french speaker. Owh how that possible if that kind of situation happened again). Everyone was looking at me making a face...and thanks to Valerie when she mentioned that "well, it's not wrong to just expressed yourself". And yet the speaker did present it in English though he apologized that his English is not very good. Personally I think it was more than good. Thanks.

Note-This is not a boring seminar. I kind of love it. I really do. Using dictionaries to work on with. Where you generate and find the roots of the words (meaning the keywords using graph theory and other related algorithms).

Satu Jam Ke Belakang

Kalau ada movie masa di Malaysia dulu bertajuk Jangan Pandang Belakang, well semalam semua penduduk Canada terpaksa pandang 1 jam ke belakang. Orang biasa panggil DST (Daylight Time Saving). Malam tadi sebelum cik salma masuk tidur dalam pukul 4 pagi, cik salam dah siap-siap awalkan jam tangan ke pukul 3 pagi. Difikir-fikirkan semula rasa kelakar la pulak. hehehe... Ini kira pertama kali cik salma buat benda pelik macam ni. Almaklum, profesor cik salma kata nk jimatkan masa utk waktu siang. Sebab masa malam lama sangat, so terpaksa pilih cara nih. Nanti bulan April nak masuk Spring kita anjak semula 1 jam dari masa sebenar ke hadapan sebab waktu siang nanti lama la pulak. Oh yeah...

Satu perkara penting yang cik salma harus perhatikan ialah waktu tidur si kecik Ain nih. Kalau dulu pukul 9 atau 10 p.m. dia sudah menunjukkan tanda-tanda mengantuk. Yelah waktu gelap pun waktu kat Malaysia dulu tak berubah. Lebih kurang sama jek. If ada pun beza dalam 15-30 minit sahaja. Ikut waktu sekarang pukul 6 sudah pun gelap. Dan si Ain if nampak gelap mula nk masuk tidur. Bayangkan kalau dia tidur dlm pukul 7 atau 8 mlm. So nanti pukul 5 atau 6 pagi dia sudah bangun. Walhal, pukul 7 and 8 pagi masih lagi gelap. Hahaha... Kami terpaksa memerah idea supaya dapat melekakan si kecil Ain selama 2-3 jam sebelum dia dibenarkan tidur. Cabaran...cabaran.

Sebenarnya cik salma pun tak berapa gemar, waktu malam panjang sangat. Agak payah untuk memfokus kepada study dan kerja biasa. Gelap kat sini pun semacam jek bagi cik salma. Dengan hanya lampu yg kekuningan, mata begitu rasa perit, ditambah pula dengan rasa sejuk, mulalah rasa nk masuk dlm selimut. Walhal kerja-kerja yang perlu diberi perhatian begitu banyak. Progres seminggu sekali tajuk-tajuk research begitu lambat cik salma nak hadamkan. Ini belum ditambah dengan assignment yang bukan seminit dua untuk disiapkan.

Come on cik salma, sini bukan ruangnya untuk mengomel. Buat dulu sampai lebam (bak kata en. salam)...InsyaAllah